Allah loves you.

He loves you more than 70 times ammi loves you.

He wants that you be free of sin and strong in imaan. And When Allah wants you to learn He will create a ground for that. Sometimes it’s a dear friend who has ditched you, sometimes it’s an angry spouse, sometimes He gives you hard parents, sometimes He gives you a stubborn child, sometimes He makes ways to reject your visa application for no genuine reason, sometimes He will fail you in your astrophysics exams only to have your repentence in His court, only to have your cries and servility of being Muslim. Only to make you learn.

Allah’s Messenger (ﷺ) said,

“If Allah wants to do good to somebody, He afflicts him with trials.“

(Sahih Bukhari)

Only so that in times of trials, tests and tribulations you learn to only turn to Him. No matter what.

“Trials will not cease afflicting the believing man and the believing woman in their self, children, and wealth, until they meet Allah without having any sin.”

Walk to Him, turn to Him, crawl to Him, cry in front of Him.